I have cut down from just over a pack a day (for 10 years) down to about 6 a day.
Everyday I cut it down more and more.
Its really hard.
I have quit once before for about three months.
I think you have to have a reason to find the will power.
My reason is my future with my boyfriend.
If I dont quit I wont have one.
I am only 26 so I know I have caused some irreversable damage BUT I can quit now and still bring my health back. Because I am still young i have a good chance of recovering and still having the future I want with my best friend.
i dont think its safe for anyone to be around me though ... you know that commercial with the airplane attendant and shes screaming at the passengers? thats me .... times two...
i also gave up a day at the beach today b/c two of my friends were begging me to go and then i heard one say she was going to the store to buy smokes which means they would be smoking around me all day and i knew i would cave in. so i said i couldnt go.
its hard when everyone around you smokes.
those are my thoughts for the day.
